" It's not you...it's him" , i kept repeating those words for days, it's funny but when a relationship doesn't work, people go thru a lot of phases until they start blaming themselves, i always do this. Two of my friends are going thru this just like i am, and as selfish as it may sound, it makes me feel better. As i'm trying to understand why i don't have a special place in this person's heart, a small part of his life, some time that he dedicates to think of me. i'm sure that my friends are special enough to be loved.., and make a relationship work.

bottom line.. the it's not you it's him thing is pathetic, i know who i am, may be it's just not meant to be.

Being sure that admitting that is a big step, i'm not sure how i'm gonna let him go,

Let's just say that i'm working on it...